Ah-i-go

here I go again. I was feeling better from my surgery and what do I do next? I hurt my back. We were hoping to visit boston this weekend. forget that. I can't stand up straight. hard for me to walk. I keep remembering this woman with a half a body on discovery channel. It's amazing how she gave birth to a normal boy and she does everything on her own. She basically only has her upper part of her body. Her arms are like her legs. Compared to this, what I'm going through is nothing. However, it was a challenge to take care of A. She was very cooperative though. She can climb anywhere like a monkey so I didn't have to carry her. She climbs everywhere on her own nowadays. Highchair, chair, table, sofa, bed etc... anyways, A is at my mother-in-law today so I can rest(well, not really. I gotta go to school to meet someone). It will take me a while to be normal again. I do have a back problem so I have to be careful and exercise. I'm really worried about the future. I can't live like this. I don't want to be like those grandmas who walk 90 degrees bent over. I do have to make a drastic change. exercise and eat right... so hard to do...

Monday was P's birthday. A said "Happy Birthday" to him and he was so excited. She didn't exactly said Happy birthday. more like "Happy um-day". So cute. We should record things.

I finished reading 'the Devil wears Prada'. it was okay. I really want to see the movie though.
I started 'the Kite Runner' and still reading 'Life of Pi' and "Freakonomics". I'm hoping to read lots of books this summer. We'll see...