my umma part 2
Why was I so mean to the only person who loves me no matter what? I was mad at my mom because I was being selfish. I'm sorry, umma. I'm really ashamed to even call her. I hurt her so much. I don't know how to say things nicely. it's gonna to take a long time for me to forgive myself. I'm sure my mom will brush off and say it's okay.
Because of my surgery, my mom came over to help out. She was here for a week. She always goes crazy cooking stuff for me. It was a minor surgery and I was doing fine. I don't know what it is with my mom, I just get mean and annoyed. I said some mean stuff to her and I so regret it.
My mom never buys nice things for herself. She always sacrifice herself(too much that's why i get so mad) for us. She really has no fashion sense but she's okay with that(which drives me crazy sometimes) Yes, she nags because she loves us. She mixed up our names all the time. She works too hard. She makes great Korean food and other mysterious food that I don't eat. She prays constantly. She's excellent in memorizing people's phone numbers. She's not like other moms that I know. She loves me so much.
I always do this. I get really mean and I feel so bad that I get depressed. I'm such a coward. I'll give it a couple of days, then I'll call her...
I prayed that I would be kind to her while she was here. Well, didn't work. I really need to pray more... Please pray for me that I may pray...
Because of my surgery, my mom came over to help out. She was here for a week. She always goes crazy cooking stuff for me. It was a minor surgery and I was doing fine. I don't know what it is with my mom, I just get mean and annoyed. I said some mean stuff to her and I so regret it.
My mom never buys nice things for herself. She always sacrifice herself(too much that's why i get so mad) for us. She really has no fashion sense but she's okay with that(which drives me crazy sometimes) Yes, she nags because she loves us. She mixed up our names all the time. She works too hard. She makes great Korean food and other mysterious food that I don't eat. She prays constantly. She's excellent in memorizing people's phone numbers. She's not like other moms that I know. She loves me so much.
I always do this. I get really mean and I feel so bad that I get depressed. I'm such a coward. I'll give it a couple of days, then I'll call her...
I prayed that I would be kind to her while she was here. Well, didn't work. I really need to pray more... Please pray for me that I may pray...
posted by jl at 11:45 AM
3 Comments:
uy. i'm the same way with my mom. i can be so mean to her. you're lucky that your mom just brushes it off. my mom always gives me a guilt-trip and then throws herself a pity-party. let's be nicer to our mothers together!
i'm praying...
Gosh...couldn't help but cry because I've done the same to my mom. She's always sacrificed so much for me and my brothers. I know I take her for granted but I'm trying hard not to anymore.
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