I feel lonely and sad today. I try to focus on my blessings. However, it's really hard to do that every day. I feel like I have no choice in my life, and I'm stuck. I can try change some things but deep in my heart, I know nothing will be changed. I just have to change the way I view my life. God, help me to accept my life.

Anyways, I've been wearing dresses a lot since the weather's nice. I saw some of my students look at my stomach and whisper. I just wanted to yell at them and say, "it's lard, not a baby!"

GL will be one next month. I think she'll start to walk very soon. so exciting!
AL is doing great too.

We are trying to sell house again this spring. We may move this summer. We'll see what happens.